Loser

Losses...

Lets’ count the ways

First I’ve broken up with Francis since I don’t want the idea of having sex with another person while he is still involved with me romantically, I kind of(read: KINDA) regret the idea because there isn’t anyone to fill in his part. I lost him. October 28the was the day I texted him that it’s over. Now I’m blue and all alone and single and December is fast approaching and there’s the idea o being single again for a long time before another one bites the dust (my dust).

Then there’s cvr. Goodbye to you. I was kicked out of the program because of “multiply ncns incidents.” I loved cvg like a boyfriend. Its building became my second home, second nature. I’ll miss its internal arctic temperatures, its people, and my friends. And best of all I’ll definitely miss the ever-disposable paper towels. I only have a bunch to mop my face. No more of them! Of course, I miss my friends to; I believe it’s time for me to na rin, but then again like my first relationship, I didn’t take care of the relationship. What a failure. But I’m ready to face it all again. So what’s next in line for me?