October First

I recently signed up at a local gym...somewhere inside SouthMall. And my primary goal is to lose weight and probably reverse the signs of hypertension. I won't mention my current weight.

I haven't really started started rather, later after shift would be my official first day. 'Don't care 'bout the happenings inside the sauna. Im gonna miss my bilbil bigtime. And the plump cheeks that accentuate my roundish face...the pig belly...goodbye lard!

Time to celebrate the soon-to-be-coveted figure. watch out!

I forgot, this is a pig-out day. Not a good start...

Pleasure and Pain

Like most of you, I want to release my inhibitions. I want to explore the flora and fauna of sex. Yes, you've read it right. Sex

I have so many fetishes, I cannot determine as to what to try first.

I want to purchase Aneros (google it!) that "thing" is made to massage the prostate, doing so creates a feeling of out-of-world orgasm. I want to wear it while I'm on my way to work. I would squeeze my kegels to tense the anal muscles and relax it to rub the product against my prostate,and create the most pleasurable feeling. Panting and writhing in pleasure while trying to suppress my libido on a moving jeepney is a thriller. I would discreetly lick my sweat on my arms while holding the railings to further build the tension...But Aneros costs around 6k. I'll try to use a candle to save money though. Or I'll use a well-lubed finger to do it manually. But still, Aneros is my topmost-priority-fetish...

...and a butt-plug
...and a vib
...and and electrostim machine

soo many to choose from. only one to satisfy me...boyfriend

That is Mat Kearney's song All I need. Listen to it's lyrics and feel the rhythm of the song. You might appreciate it. Besides, the mood of the song is something that I have been feeling for the past week now.

A message to Nathan.

You look so dead today! If I know, it has something to do with your crushie being married to a girl right?! But, who would've thought about it; a very fairy gay guy is Married?! That means your out of his business again. Fuck right?! I know how it feels. Courtship is an entry point not the end of the world. Cheer up! I know it feels so good getting up after being beaten black and blue. Tell yourself that it's all ok...

to quote a great line from GA...this is for you:

"Why do we keep hitting ourselves with a hammer on the head?"
because it feels soo good when it stops.."

--meredith grey(grey's anatomy)

Time heals all wounds too...and JAPAN
Just
Always
Pray
At
Night

bullshit!

Blogging to a way of life

All my entries should now be written in English. I made a pact with the universe that in order for me to be ok'd by Adsense, I need to write everything that uses our "universal" languange(love ata tinutukoy ko no?!) to generate readership. But the problem is: How do I start?

waaaaaa

nakialam kasi ako ng blog ko eh, yan tuloy messed up na!!
waaaaaaaaaaaa!

panu sya mababago!! helf!!! gusto ko yung dating design. maliit lang ung font...

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