Where do we go from here?

I would love to go back to school once again and take up...erm...this part I do not know.

I have a passion for anime stuffs, music and anime desu(whatever that means), well anything related to the industry I think I am capable of doing my best in. How about my passion for designing, well first, I dopn't have a fashion sense, I don't have an eye for flair and beauty, besides I was never really into fashion, it could have been a hobby at first but when I come to really sit down and think of it, my heart doesn't sing the idea of a fashio guru.. Im a simple minded guy without a fashion sense who wants to have a stable career? This is the part which I so hate the most--the start.

Where do I begin? Hmmmm, as i have mentioned I liike anime stuff. So why not take up animation instead? But is it really a requirement in our country to have an least four year diplomo course to build an outstanding career? Well, I have to think of out-of-the-box on this one. If you ask me what I really like. There are only three possible options, one of which is the obvious, animation, the other one would be pornography, and the third, daydreaming. Realistically, these are my "passion." Of course, I can't be a pornographer since my family, who is very religious and idealistic, would disown me and besides, there isn't any porn company here in the Philippines, is there? And the fact that daydreaming would'nt(or wouldn't, anu ba tama?!) do me good in real life is out of the league.

Anime then, I have to prove to myself that a four year course won't bring you happiness and stability. It's really up to me on how I mold my life the way I want it to be.

Im not a "people person." A home study course would do me good since my mind is at it's peak when it's alone. But a university would expose me to a "stable boyfriendship!"(hehe) Argh, this post is career-oriented, so focus yourself on finding a rewarding career!!

After LOL'ing to the thought of going to a university to find a boyfriend, my mind is straight again.

So there, home study is my primary concern(yeah right!) and then anime. I have laid my path for me to walk on slowly, then find a boyfriend(guess I can't keep this off my mind).