The Randomness of my Thoughts

1.
I felt betrayed, I promised myself that I would be able to find a boyfriend before the "ber" month starts. Yet, here I am trying to change things but I do not now where to start. That is crippling. Things change, but since I do not know where to start, it makes it more complicated...helpless.

I am sorry nathan if I broke my promise.


2.
I lost 7 lbs in 7 days, My body is receptive when it comes to exercise. That must've stopped hypertension dead on its track, which is slowly crawling up my heart.
45-minutes of cardio works wonders(But I've heard sex burns the same thing).

3.
I am currently enrolled at Fitness First Southmall...as if it matters...


4.
I don't feel insecure anymore and I don't feel good 'bout m'self either. Being sorrounded by blogmates who share stuffs bout their lovelife makes the insecurity a lot harder to digest. Maybe the endorphine-inducing effect of exercise hasn't kicked in yet.

5.
I am currently fantasizing about stealing sweat-soaked undies in the locker room. That makes me more pathetic once I'm discovered. What a pity.

6.
December is deadly for a couple-minded single. February is almost fatal.

7.
Still, they say you don’t kick the habit until you hit rock bottom, but how do you know when you’re there? Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes letting it go hurts even worse.(gray's anatomy)

8.
I admit it. I'm hopelesspatheticpessimistgodfearing individual.